Humans are the cancer of the Earth."
I felt that way for a long.time amd I just gave up on it, I also have issues with my family especially my father and how he treats woman, so telling a twelve year old all her life that men don’t want to love you, they want to just fuck you, impregnate you, and then leave you. That being said when I meet another male, I can’t help but to think that and this culture of how if a man treats you like meat it’s okay it can be forgiven but if a woman does it, it’s like a kiss from Judas, everyone looses their shit over a man but not a woman, not only that but also I have witness others with their fail relationships and their problems, I rather just avoid it. I’m tired of trying to be nice and respectful. I do want to make friendships with people, because I often enjoy my own company a bit too much but it’s complicated at times I do want humam interaction it’s normal to need that…knowing that I’m not like the others who are okay with mediocre friendships, I want something deeper whether it’s platonic or not. For now I’m okay with being alone. I know myself more than others do.
i just want this really incredible man to come into my life and not totally disappoint me, or leave me, or expect too much of me… and just talk to me about intelligent topics like writing and music and conspiracies of the world and tornadoes.
i feel like i’ve never really come across a man who…